I feel like im caught up in thi rabbit hole, cant climb out this bitch. But im on my way out though
They got the shovel half way in the dirt/
so i might as well stay in the church
and this rabbit hole is gettin deep/
gettin by man he thought he could
sold his vision and his soul, anything for hollywood
and i know you say you got it, and you say you murder things/
flippin all them Os, shit you hustlin' at Burger King
Me? Shit, im wakin up early/
showin up at my 9-5 runnin' round like its a derby
told me calm down, ease off of that liquor/
shit im bout to cop me a pound im going hard word to my sister
im full metal jacketed up, and Ill be backin it up
So tell em grab their sneakers, make sure thay they tied twice
my eyes low, im high as fuck, im looking out of this skylight/
like God damn this is my life, you woulda thought that I died twice
Im still here, yes I made it through from hell and back/
well intact, in fact, im doing good you can tell em that
Too much pressure and effort I gotta let it go/
pussy and power is all a nigga know
these tears on my heart, ill never let em show/
recognice when you creep into my rabbit hole
Too much pressure I gotta let it go/
pussy and power is all a nigga know
these tears on my heart, ill never let em show/
you cant survive a whole night inside my rabbit hole
My lingo and verbs is more like theo you heard/
without a sheet, no reciever I go deep in your bitch
while you blockin like fences, i up and came from the trenches/
with black loafers and trenches in new schools no dention
just know my shit tinted, a couple goons in the back/
color flags you better know where you at, nigga
I bag bitches, i dont need to speak/
all my niggas got me covered i dont need to reach, right?
I just need a glass of everclear, cuz im stressed im never here
and that light is never near
you talkin black and yellow, talkin black and metal/
shells piercin through your temple all you feel is treble
and they watchin like a rollie wit a bezel/
cuz all my niggas ride, no pedals
the special hold 7 well how much you hold?/
all we get is shells poppin in this rabbit hole
Chorus x2
credits
from Blue Dreams, Red Nightmares,
released September 18, 2012
Written and Performed by J. Burns x Cassow
Cello by Daniel Caplen
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